.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Old Love
Thursday, 20 March 2008 1:34 pm
It is almost time to return home. I have a little more than one week left to finish up my experiments. But Lady Luck don't seems to be on my side. Due to one mistake, I have to repeat my experiment, which will requires a few days for the cells to grow. I hope from this point on, everything will go smoothly. The most I can afford is up to first week of April.
It is spring now! Weather is about the same as the lobby in bioscience building, with a lot of sun. Actually I think it might be about the same temperature as in Singapore now, because of all the rain. I find it warm here, so I seriously have no idea what will happen when I go back. I need a portable air-con unit with me everywhere I go.
Well, about old love. This topic started when we were talking about our crushes/ex-es.
Actually, for the past many months, I kept dreaming on-and-off about my ex-boyfriend. In my dream, either we are back together or almost going back together. Well of course, in reality, I highly doubt it is possible. But I did some thinking about this.
There is still a certain amount of feelings, after all we had been together for quite sometime. Though somewhat different, I guess it is possible to rekindle. The problem is that we are now 2 very different people. I have fell too deep into the "socialite" world, that it is difficult for me to get out. I am no longer the girl I used to be, no longer the kind of girl he can accept.
There are a lot of regrets, but not something I can do to change the situation. Just hope that someday some guy will come and pull me out of this crazy world and back to the normal world.
It is spring now! Weather is about the same as the lobby in bioscience building, with a lot of sun. Actually I think it might be about the same temperature as in Singapore now, because of all the rain. I find it warm here, so I seriously have no idea what will happen when I go back. I need a portable air-con unit with me everywhere I go.
Well, about old love. This topic started when we were talking about our crushes/ex-es.
Actually, for the past many months, I kept dreaming on-and-off about my ex-boyfriend. In my dream, either we are back together or almost going back together. Well of course, in reality, I highly doubt it is possible. But I did some thinking about this.
There is still a certain amount of feelings, after all we had been together for quite sometime. Though somewhat different, I guess it is possible to rekindle. The problem is that we are now 2 very different people. I have fell too deep into the "socialite" world, that it is difficult for me to get out. I am no longer the girl I used to be, no longer the kind of girl he can accept.
There are a lot of regrets, but not something I can do to change the situation. Just hope that someday some guy will come and pull me out of this crazy world and back to the normal world.