.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Tuesday, 17 April 2007 3:34 am
I had a conversation with a friend.
I told him this: "i always question myself...i am still young...i am not ugly either...i think i deserve someone better"
This is what he replied me: "how better u want...aiyah, sometimes learning to be content is a good deed...then u won't be unhappy?"
I told him this: "i always question myself...i am still young...i am not ugly either...i think i deserve someone better"
This is what he replied me: "how better u want...aiyah, sometimes learning to be content is a good deed...then u won't be unhappy?"
It really got me thinking. Yes, how better? A guy who loves you more is better? Or a guy who is rich is better? Looking-for-Mr-Perfect syndrome, this is what every woman probably has. Human is never perfect, there are bound to be some flaws that you have to learn to accept. But if the flaws can be corrected, then that is another issue.
Then my friend told me: "get a guy can cook, gt a bit of $$, dote u can liao la".
How I wish I can revert myself back to this kind of thinking. I told him I am too materialistic to settle for this kind of life.
He commented that I remind him of my ex-roomate. Well, I think I am shaping myself into her kind of life. But honestly, I think she is better than me. At least she knows how to love and she is not materialistic. I am just a selfish materialistic bitch who plays with people's feelings.