.she is.

Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.

.past.
.shout.

Love is in the air
It is 5.30am and I am still wide awake. I really can't fall asleep after today's episode. Love is in the air.


After hearing what a drunk guy have to tell me, I felt really touched, and guilty for upsetting him.


I am really behaving like a kid now. Feeling all so excited, to a point that I cannot sleep. Seriously speaking, it is the first time in my life that make me feel this way. Never in my previous relationships have I ever felt like this before. When it comes to love, people behave like kids, even he does. Can you imagine the both of us, our age add together is about 50 years old, and both are behaving like kids? haA~, I think it is amusing, even my friend is laughing at me.


I am truely touched and in love. He is a man too good to be true. I thank God for giving me a man like this. I hope I can cherish him and love him back.


But being hurt in the past relationship, and the nature of their jobs haunt me. I don't want to see the same thing happening again. I think I am really fated with people from the aviation line.


Baby, I am very thankful for what you have given me. Sorry for letting you feel upset. Please give me the time to find back the feeling to love you. Give me time to give my heart to you totally.


And I really like to thank my friends who saw me through this relationship. I really appreciate you guys bitching with me, sharing your experiences. I really needed it. *hugz*


Moode: Sweet, excited, loved