Today I went to Vivocity to have dinner with my friends. Thanks Eric for treating us to delicious sashimi. It cost him $51 just for that. And I was the one who convinced him to give us a treat, feel abit bad.

Then we went to Toys-R-Us. There are so many Gacha machine. I couldn't resist the temptation to turn one of it. So I spent 3 bucks to get this.





Doesn't it look cute? heE~

I totally behaved like a kid when I saw it. When I finally turn it out, I was like "muahaha" until my friend laugh at me. She say I was like a kid and they asked me to get hold of myself. I was extremely happy after I got it. haA~

But I secretly hoped the person to share this joy with me was him.


Well, this is a complicated story. I am being loved, and I have the "being in love" feeling. But the most important point is, I don't and can't love the person back. I tried to but I wasn't too successful. Because I am selfish, I don't want to be hurt again. I don't dare to bare my heart to anyone. Anyway, it is just too complicated. Don't bother asking, I won't say a single thing.

But I must really bitch about this. He said something today that for the first time in my life, a simple sentence touched my heart and meant alot to me. He said "let's do something normal couples do, like shopping". To you it may seems nothing, but it is the feeling and the tone he said it that made it seem so special and different.


Maybe I am just naive...