.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Tuesday, 6 February 2007 11:23 am
Done with my application for GSS, only left with INSTEP, but that can wait till the next semester. Argh, I really can't wait to go. I can't wait to buy an air ticket now and fly there. It is an escape from everything in Singapore, especially the studies.
But then again, when I really sit down and think about being overseas, it is kind of scary. Actually I do feel fearful. When you go there, there is absolutely no one for you to rely on. In Singapore, although I stay at the hostel, my parents are still here. If there is any problems I can just go home and seek help. But once overseas, you can't just get back.
And also you will have to meet new friends and start making friends with them. Basically to start from scratch again. I am not exactly a socialable person, I need time to warm up, and I need to find friends that are of the "same type" as me.
But I guess I could be independent and travel alone. After all I probably won't die there, since I can speak the language. Just hope that I will enjoy more than fear.