.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Thursday, 15 September 2005 12:07 am
Many things happen this week that triggered my thoughts...
Ren Shen Duan Duan (means one lifetime is only so short)
First I wondered my parents will be able to survive to see my children...or even my grandchildren...Well, I guess for me, they won't be able to see my grandchildren...my sis's yes...
So I started to count probably when I will hv kids...wat age will my kids get married and hv children...n it justs goes on...Then it occur to me that although one lifetime may be short, but it is not that short afterall..I still hv more than half a lifetime ahead of me (well, assuming tt I will live till 80)
I wonder wat it is like to grow old...I begin to feel that I am getting older (esp when I look at JC kids)...I don't know why I feel that way (maybe I grew up?)...
I really feel myself growing old...I feel as if my wrinkles are coming out, feel I am less attractive and every physical appearances...(I am exaggerating...but tt is really how I feel)...
I also wondered wat it is like to die...I mean when u grow old...and u just noe tt ur expiry date is coming...What it feels like the moment before you go...
Anyway, there is still a long way to go..to graduate...to get married...to hv children..to see my children grow old...to see them hv their own family..
Ren Shen Duan Duan (means one lifetime is only so short)
First I wondered my parents will be able to survive to see my children...or even my grandchildren...Well, I guess for me, they won't be able to see my grandchildren...my sis's yes...
So I started to count probably when I will hv kids...wat age will my kids get married and hv children...n it justs goes on...Then it occur to me that although one lifetime may be short, but it is not that short afterall..I still hv more than half a lifetime ahead of me (well, assuming tt I will live till 80)
I wonder wat it is like to grow old...I begin to feel that I am getting older (esp when I look at JC kids)...I don't know why I feel that way (maybe I grew up?)...
I really feel myself growing old...I feel as if my wrinkles are coming out, feel I am less attractive and every physical appearances...(I am exaggerating...but tt is really how I feel)...
I also wondered wat it is like to die...I mean when u grow old...and u just noe tt ur expiry date is coming...What it feels like the moment before you go...
Anyway, there is still a long way to go..to graduate...to get married...to hv children..to see my children grow old...to see them hv their own family..