I think I just dug a hole n buried myself inside - for being fake freshie for UOC...

Y?

Coz I had to act I dunno the seniors, I cannot laugh at their jokes, I can't join them for certain games, I have to tell alot of lies...blah blah blah..I think I missed out alot of fun with them...
But on the other side, I get to play with the freshmen, isn't tt suppose to be good?

We were playing polar n hunter today where I really felt so tired n sick...Maybe it is just the game...but I hoped the day would quickly end...I felt a total relieve when the freshies left...

Good thing is tt yq will be playing as freshie with me, n also fish's sis noes I am a senior...I will be bunking with her...maybe tt helps, at least there is someone I can really speak to without telling lies...

Hopefully the camp will turn out to be fun...maybe it is just the pre-camp ba...
Will be away for camp for one week, but will be back home on Wed...:)