wah...alot of work to do ever since school starts...well actually strictly speaking the amount of work is not the same as it was in JC...but I guess maybe it just started so still needed sometime to get used to it...

I am starting to be intolerance to the fact that he cannot spend more time with me...there are times during the week where I just hope tt he is just around to give me a hug or something, but he is not there and I get quite sad...This weekend also...a long weekend but we didn't spend much time together....though it is happy to meet up with some of my long time no see friends...but I just wished we could hv done more things together, just the both of us...

Maybe my intolerance is caused by sch...everyday I get to see everyone but not him...I wonder if one say some guy would treat me very nice, I might be tempted...I just need someone around me...or rather be around whenever I needed him.....but ultimately who will I go back to is probably him...

Today sort of pms la....but then hor no formal introduction...I guess my mum knows who the guy is, but dunno the name...my mum also dowan to ask, dowan to say anything...so like tt lor...but I guess should make him more "recognised"....