Wednesday, 25 August 2004 12:21 am
oh god...just now all those i typed didn't manage to get published...i got to retype...horror
yesh, it feels wierd between us now...because u can't adjust to the fact that i am now in uni, i need to study, i hv plenty of work to do...i am no longer a slacker...i have already given up my weekends for you instead of doing work, don't expect me to sacrifice my weekdays night also...these are my best time to study..i can't possibly just dump all my work aside n just talk to u...n besides there is no common topic...
i think i need a break - a break away from him...maybe a week or two, just to get things sorted out...i need to readjust my life too...it seems so packed...i need some time to myself...
recently i hv been wondering wat it feels like to be single in uni...or ur partner is in the same uni as you...sometimes i really wish to be like tt....probably life will be much easier...
i wonder how long more we need to endure...i am numb - no more feelings...things are getting s routined...y is my life in such a mess again??
-confused-