.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Saturday, 19 June 2004 10:51 am
If you want to hear the truth, this is it...
I didn't want you to go for the course, I even wanted to ask you to stay, but I know the answer too well, and besides it is a very selfish thing to ask from you...so I didn't ask. I didn't want you to pass your course, cause I don't want you to go for the 10 months training, I don't want you to keep flying around in the future, I don't want you to keep leaving me...It is such a dangerous job, I don't want to keep worrying for you, especially after the incident. So actually I felt quite relieve...
The very first time I saw you after you came back, I felt as if you had never left, it seems as if we picked it up from where we had left it. I think back and felt as if the 3 weeks doesn't exist...
Being a supportive and understanding gf is super difficult. We have to endure all the shit tt you all get and still act as if it is nothing...
Sigh..I just hope tt sch starts quickly...
I didn't want you to go for the course, I even wanted to ask you to stay, but I know the answer too well, and besides it is a very selfish thing to ask from you...so I didn't ask. I didn't want you to pass your course, cause I don't want you to go for the 10 months training, I don't want you to keep flying around in the future, I don't want you to keep leaving me...It is such a dangerous job, I don't want to keep worrying for you, especially after the incident. So actually I felt quite relieve...
The very first time I saw you after you came back, I felt as if you had never left, it seems as if we picked it up from where we had left it. I think back and felt as if the 3 weeks doesn't exist...
Being a supportive and understanding gf is super difficult. We have to endure all the shit tt you all get and still act as if it is nothing...
Sigh..I just hope tt sch starts quickly...