I can't get any sleep...Everytime I fall on my pillow, my tears will drop...I am very tired, but just can't slp. No one to talk to even, when I needed them most. Suppose to be just a small tantrum, but end up thinking about much more things. I feel like msging him and ask him to call me. But I bet he is slping like a log now, and I have no idea what to say when he call.

He is such an insensitive guy, he wouldn't know I am unhappy unless I really look unhappy. No matter who I go out with, I always try to hide my unhappiness (if there is any) so that everyone can enjoy the day.
I told him I was angry with him today, but he thought I was joking...I am really angry, but just tt kind of xiao jie pi qi, just a tantrum...I tot he would do something to pacify me, but he didn't. I feel even angrier..but in fact I feel very sad...
During this 3 months that we are together, it wasn't easy, and many times I tried to endure all the unhappiness, many nights I broke down and cried, there are even times when I felt I had enough and I don't have what it takes to carry on, but how much does he know about all these? Yah, it is my fault because I nv told him any of these, but he seems to think that I have accepted life as it is and neglect how I feel, abit taking it for granted...

I have no idea to be angry with him, or just feel sad for myself...how should I treat him tml?

Hungry until got gastric...just had some biscuits n warm milk...seems to make it worst...wonder how to get slp like tt..