Sunday, 25 April 2004 12:23 am
Tml is the 25 Apr, I only realise it tonight. Coz some tot tt he is leaving tml. I tot: if he didn't go ocs, tonight will be the last night we spend together b4 he leave...the next would be 2 months later. 25 apr seems to come very quickly. What will I be doing tonight then? Spend the whole night crying? Spend the night drinking? Spend the night sleeping it away? I am very selfish, I don't want him to leave me, but yet I want him to go and pass the air grading. I wonder when this day will come, and I hope not too soon...
Actually think about it, ever since we started we have been going through lots of ordeal. Now also, even worse than last time. Seems like everytime it gets worse...I wonder when will it be time were I can enjoy and relax..sigh...