.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Monday, 5 April 2004 11:37 pm
Everyone thinks that after I fall down I seem to have hit one of my nerve and become short short one...they think that I am extremely cheerful..heE~...shh...when one feels xin fu, then one will be happy!
The one week block leave for the guys are over, wonder how they have passed this week, wonder what they did. And the other guys are finally in the army, wonder how they are doing...suddenly on my icq list many pple disappear...wonder when will I be able to see the list with many pple online again...I haven't seen that in quite a while, even since they start to be enlisted...
That ben ben, at first posted to AFS one, where he can slack and it's like 9-5 kind of thing. Still was ya-ya-ing away, now ended up in OCS, confined...heE~..Today he reported to AFS in the morning and they told him to go home pack everything n go OCS, cause he was shortlisted for some SAF scholarship n he needed an instructor to write a report, so need to go OCS. In between alot of things happen but still ended up at SAFTI...see la, it again proves that SAF hr n admin is sleeping...so inefficient...can't stand them.
Talking about that, I think of my brother. It just came across to me that my brother may be the reason why I like pilots, maybe a way to fulfill my brother's dream. That day I mentioned casually about my brother because of the pilot thing, and he asked how come I rarely hear about ur brother...I told him that my brother in my family is unspeakable..but I didn't tell him y. I guess I am not ready to tell anyone about it yet. I once tot I would/should tell my sisters about it, but I wasn't ready to face the reaction from anyone yet. One day I will, when I am ready to open up...
I do miss my brother a little, although it has been years since I last saw him. Still can remember his looks, but dunno how is he now. The only memories were when I was much younger, n he was still in the army. He dotes on me alot...Sometimes I wish I can hug him this very moment, but he's so far away.
Kor, I miss you...
The one week block leave for the guys are over, wonder how they have passed this week, wonder what they did. And the other guys are finally in the army, wonder how they are doing...suddenly on my icq list many pple disappear...wonder when will I be able to see the list with many pple online again...I haven't seen that in quite a while, even since they start to be enlisted...
That ben ben, at first posted to AFS one, where he can slack and it's like 9-5 kind of thing. Still was ya-ya-ing away, now ended up in OCS, confined...heE~..Today he reported to AFS in the morning and they told him to go home pack everything n go OCS, cause he was shortlisted for some SAF scholarship n he needed an instructor to write a report, so need to go OCS. In between alot of things happen but still ended up at SAFTI...see la, it again proves that SAF hr n admin is sleeping...so inefficient...can't stand them.
Talking about that, I think of my brother. It just came across to me that my brother may be the reason why I like pilots, maybe a way to fulfill my brother's dream. That day I mentioned casually about my brother because of the pilot thing, and he asked how come I rarely hear about ur brother...I told him that my brother in my family is unspeakable..but I didn't tell him y. I guess I am not ready to tell anyone about it yet. I once tot I would/should tell my sisters about it, but I wasn't ready to face the reaction from anyone yet. One day I will, when I am ready to open up...
I do miss my brother a little, although it has been years since I last saw him. Still can remember his looks, but dunno how is he now. The only memories were when I was much younger, n he was still in the army. He dotes on me alot...Sometimes I wish I can hug him this very moment, but he's so far away.
Kor, I miss you...