Today I almost cried while I went out with him. Suddenly I felt very sad, don't really know why. Maybe I saw him walking with another girl, leaving me behind. Some wild thoughts ran through my mind. At that moment I wondered how much he really loves me. Then I felt very down. If I am feeling very down, it is actually quite obvious. I will become very quiet and talk very softly. And he could sense it. He kept asking what was wrong, but the problem is I also don't really know what was wrong with me. He held my hand and this made me feel like crying more. If I didn't fight back my tears, I would have cried in front of him. For once I felt like leaning on him and cry. Later we walked past an ice cream shop. Suddenly had the urge to eat ice cream. He insisted on paying for it. Coz if it can make me happy, he will do it. Indeed, after eating I felt happy. And I think it was a relieve for him. But through this, I know he really loves me alot. In any case, really enjoyed today, at least we spent alot of time together this weekend...