.she is.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.past.
Though she is a material girl, she is also a plain jane. She may be a party animal. But all she wants, is to be loved and cared.
.shout.
Sunday, 8 February 2004 10:36 pm
Went out with him today...went shopping. Bought a pair of high-heel shoes from m)phosis...actual price 51, but got 50% discount. And luckily got my size. Yesterday go Bugis no have nice one, but the one at taka not bad. Then bought a pair of jeans from bossini for 20, actual is 42...got discount. Then saw Eleanor n her bf..haA~..and she saw the both of us lor..think she also noe..think she will ask hw...
Today he told me that he got his scholarship interview on the 1st. I hate it when he brings it up, I don't wish to talk about it (avoiding it). Yesterday Char told me that actually she feel like leaving men, not because she has no more feelings for him, but the fact that she see no future in the relationship. He is definitely going overseas for 4 years. Not a short time, who can withstand this? Even for me, I can't do it (I do think that I have a high tolerance level). So whenever he talks about scholarship, I avoid it, coz I think the same way as char. She has decided to talk to men about it, as in what he intends to do about it. I think I will tell him too, soon, when he brings it up again, that I will leave him if I noe he gets the scholarship. I rather pain now then pain more in the future. But then I am not forcing him to give up the scholarship...so in dilema, dun noe wat to do also.
There exists a problem between us, which has 2 scenarios...1) he gets the scholarship and go overseas study. 2) he becomes a pilot, and fly here fly there most of the time. So the question is can I wait? Maybe the 2nd case is more possible, but the first is really out of question. I can't. So, what is going to happen? Maybe it is wrong to even start this relationship...
Today he told me that he got his scholarship interview on the 1st. I hate it when he brings it up, I don't wish to talk about it (avoiding it). Yesterday Char told me that actually she feel like leaving men, not because she has no more feelings for him, but the fact that she see no future in the relationship. He is definitely going overseas for 4 years. Not a short time, who can withstand this? Even for me, I can't do it (I do think that I have a high tolerance level). So whenever he talks about scholarship, I avoid it, coz I think the same way as char. She has decided to talk to men about it, as in what he intends to do about it. I think I will tell him too, soon, when he brings it up again, that I will leave him if I noe he gets the scholarship. I rather pain now then pain more in the future. But then I am not forcing him to give up the scholarship...so in dilema, dun noe wat to do also.
There exists a problem between us, which has 2 scenarios...1) he gets the scholarship and go overseas study. 2) he becomes a pilot, and fly here fly there most of the time. So the question is can I wait? Maybe the 2nd case is more possible, but the first is really out of question. I can't. So, what is going to happen? Maybe it is wrong to even start this relationship...